Thoughts of you

Thoughts of You

I think of:

your voice, your smile

your tongue when we kiss.

you asking me to touch you and how wet you are when I do

my mouth on your body and yours on mine

the way you move

feeling you against me, beneath me, on top of me

holding each other’s gaze when I’m inside you

hearing you cum as I do

the contentedness I feel as we hold each other after 


Thoughts of Her

I think of:

her voice, her smile

her tongue when we kiss

her asking me to touch her and how wet she is when I do

my mouth on her body and hers on mine

the way she moves

feeling her against me, beneath me, on top of me

holding each other’s gaze when I’m inside her

hearing her cum as I do

the contentedness I feel as we hold each other after


8:00am

My name is Joseph. I’m an alcoholic. I have: disappointed the people I admire, let down the those who look up to me, set a poor example for my children, hurt those I love, and lost the love of my life.

Alcohol defined who I was. My life revolved around the next time I could drink. I justified and excused my alcohol abuse with: my successful career, how well my children are doing in the world, my young and beautiful girlfriend, the money I have accumulated, etc, etc.

The truth is, I am not a good person when I’m drinking: I’m impatient, I don’t listen to others, I’m impulsive, I’m selfish, I’m grumpy all the time, and I’m damaging my health (I was starting to have trouble with memory until I quit drinking). Thankfully I didn’t need to hit “rock bottom” and lose everything to realize I have a problem.

 

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