I miss her

she has only hate

in her heart. I wish she could

be happy again.

new beginnings are

less fun than I remember.

the sex is nice though.


I am tired today. I took Monday off and read a book all afternoon (which was nice). Facebook reminded me of an evening Michelle and I had 2 years ago. It was a wedding reception. We looked so happy together. I miss feeling that way about Michelle. I feel sad today. My therapist told me the sadness will come and go off and on. I guess today it is coming and it is switched on. I won’t dwell on it. Maybe it’s the weather. It has been raining, cold, and gloomy since Friday. I miss Michelle. I miss talking to her. I miss laughing with her. I miss being near her.



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