Something is wrong

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12:00pm

I am still not feeling right. I ate lunch, surfed the web a bit and still have this nervous feeling in my chest like my heart is racing. I just checked my pulse, it is 69 bps…super low and super normal for me. I’m going fucking mad. My head feels super loose and foggy, like I am just short of being dizzy a vague disoriented feeling, if that makes any sense.

I want to go home but I am afraid to be alone. I am going to wait for Lisa to get back to me and just keep my head down and work through the rest of the day.

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This blog is my life starting roughly a week after a devastating break up. I am coming to terms with my anxiety, toxic relationships, and an unhealthy regard for alcohol. With the love of my children, the support of a wonderfully competent therapist, and the fellowship of good friends; I hope to come out the other side of this. The only way out of this is through.

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  1. I experienced something like this last night. I do have anxiety and overwhelming feelings as times. My heart was pounding and I felt nervous and agitated. I checked my pulse it was in the 70s somewhere. I think it is blood pressure related but I dont know forsure. It took a little while to pass, but it did.

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